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[Tuesday, February 28, 2006]
~another misadventure

yesterday was one of my worst and one of my most adventurous days in my life. the day started out in alabang, me and my friends decided that since ther's no class again we'd meet. anyways, i want to start with saying that we were all broke yesterday, yeah we had money in the start but since we decided to buy a few things we ended up having only a few.

the adventure started late in the afternoon, we decide to eat at delifrance, there all three of us shared in paying for the lasagna that we bought, mirienda: PHP 30 only! and for drinks we had tap water! haha next we went around the mall, i ended up buying a nice shirt after that we hung out at starbucks. anyway, it was the first time that na-umay ako sa water. we stayed there but we didn't buy anything. haha at the end of the tambay, we had 10 cups of free water "sankapa" i think its a record. at last we dicied to buy a frappe. and since we only had few cash left we again decided to share. we contributed 45 pesos each for a caramel frappe! haha. the thing is, we decide to buy something when we know that our ride is coming. by the way, the reason that we didn't buy anything in the first place because we were waiting for my friend's salary. which should be available by 3 in the afternoon.

anyway, after town, we went to manongs to have a few drinks. we were having a lot of fun eventhough we only have a few cash left. me: 100, coy: 10, celine:20 and tj:250. we only ordered few coz we were budgeting our money. also, we shared our 12 yosis left. each of us had 3 sticks nothing more! :( we even videos our misserable state and made fun of everything. i even made a prank that i wish i never did...

the fucking thing happend when i was bringing my friend to her ride. we were walking and suddenly the guard and the waiter was running after us. they told us that an object was missing, my heart started to pound because i thought that the object missing was the plate i placed in my friend's bag. me and my friends always do the prank everytime we go out. we place different objects in people's bags. from tongs, spoons, forks, seasoning, ashtray... everything on the table. and wait for them to notice it and then we laugh all together. anyway, i did the prank at the wrong place and at the wrong time.

going back, the guard and the waiter told us that a cellphone was missing . agirl suddenly popped out from nowhere and checked my friend's purse for her phone she said "i'm sorry for doing this but i you were the one with me in the bathroom where i lost my phone." right after my friend opened her bag, i remembered the plate that i put there, i suddenly grabed it and gave it to the waiter saying sorry that i forgot to remove it from there. odd looks cam,e rushing in. anyway, since the girl didn't find her phone in my friend's bag. she shifted the issue to the plate that was inside my friend's bag. bla bla bla. anyway, she asked my friend if who was she with inside the bathroom, we ended up going back to manong's to our friend. the girl said "no it wasn't her, kulot ung girl e" that hell, is she blind, no one has curly hair among my friends! anyway, the issue became the plate. her boyfriend said "mali ung ginawa niyo" which i admitted "and my brother owns this place" FUCK YOu! tha hell i care, your brother can own the whole of alabang and i still won't care. anyway, to forgo the issue of the plate, i went to the guy and apologized for the plate and said that we had nothing to do with your girlfriend's phone. the girl kept on blabbing and blabbing. finally a janitress talked to them saying that the phone was found in the bathroom inside the trashcan on the cubicle that the girl used "SERVED" with the phone on the girls hand she keeps on pressing that my friends stole her phone! what a bitch! anyway, after they left, the superviser came to us and apologized for the girl's behavior, he told us that she was just drunk and stuff. then we asked him if that guy's brother really owns the place... and guess what? the owner was just someone they know! there i was calm and thought that the issue regarding the plate was forgotten. we stood up, got the bill and headed for the car.

i was wrong. the guard called our attention regarding the plate, he asked for my name and number. thinking straight i gave him a different one. then we heade for the car to leave. without expecting, another problem came. my friend's car won't start! aargh how are we suppose to go home? anyway, he called his friend for a ride. we dropped my friend in festi since its near her house and dropped me and another friend in her house. my friend told me that she will be the one to bring me home. and so, we got her car and headed back to convergys, picked up another friend and went back to manong's to get his car fixed. we ended up not fixing the car. and so, my friens brought me home and that's how my day ended!

yesterday was a drag! i never thought that our little prank would produce a different effect. if only i haven't done it then i wouldn't let those shits acuuse us like that! AAARRRGGGHHH! why now! i could have done it in a different time! shit! also, it was just wrong for the girl to accuse people just like that without checking the bathroom twice! what a terrible night! from now on i promise that i wouldn't do that stupid prank ever again. anyway, going back to those two, how could they name drop! and worse the wrong info! what shits.

and so another adevnture took place in our lives! hope to have one again but not this type. at least a better and non embarassing one! hehe


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 3:27 PM
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[Sunday, February 26, 2006]
~talkshit

On our way to batangas yesterday, my friends told me the incident the night before. To start off, they invited us to an inuman in one of my friends house. Then this person we know got really fucked up from drinking almost everything he got his hands on to. Then the talkshit started. When this one of my friend’s friend came there, someone who reminds this fucked up friends of me, he started calling him KENNETH-DRINK

Anyway, for a history lesson, this kenneth-drink started in tagaytay. Me and friend went to tagaytay to eat and drink in one of my friend’s house. There I got tipsy/drunk early since I’m so tired the whole day. Another reason must be the stuff that we drunk. Pure gin and do you want to know what the chaser is? Beer! The fuck who won’t get drunk there anyway, I fell asleep and the next thing I knew they called me kenneth-drink (cannot drink).

Going back, this fucked up friends started calling this person kenneth-drink since he doesn’t drink too much. What’s worst is that this person started mocking me. Yes I admit that I have some sort of a habit, a mannerism in which I always blink. My friends told me that he started to irritatingly copy me. He told them that before talking, they should blink a couple of times and when they finished talking, they have to blink again. His so fucking drunk! What he want is that everybody should drink as much as him and get as fucked up as he is.

Its ok if it happened only once and in front of my friends, but the thing is, from the time he came to the time he left he kept on doing it and in front of people I don’t know! He is really shit. I used to have respect for him but now… I don’t know anymore, maybe when I see him I’ll just greet him but I’ll keep my distance. It so embarrassing not only for me but also to the other guy! For christ’s sake we don’t even know each other.

Other things also happened that night. He was also mocking my other friend. He also has this habit of winking, this fucked up friends said “supot ka isa lang, si ken dalawa” the fuck! Good thing this friend of mine is a patient with him maybe he just understood that this person is drunk! Anyway, there also this person that he called a rapist just because he looks like Hubert Webb! The guy who massacred the Vizcondes. Anyway he just started shouting “tangina ka rapist ka dapata nasa kulungan ka” to a person he doesn’t know! All his talkshit almost started a fight! Good thing that his friends dragged him to go home!

My friend who told me the story came up with a conclusion that can possibly be right. He’s insecure! At first you won’t even think that he is, he’s rich and can get whatever he likes. But then again, he doesn’t go to school and doesn’t have a direction in life. How pitiful. Maybe one day I’ll just look down over him and again… blink while saying fuck you! *lol* just kidding.

Regarding my friend who are in the inuman that night, at first I fell bad that they didn’t even bother stopping him and laughing with him, then when they told me they got irritated I felt that they are really my friends. But now that I’m writing these stuff, why did they laugh? I don’t know, they also do have their fair share of their own mannerisms. Well, I just wanna forget about it.

Alcohol does a lot of things, at first its ok, just to get rid of your stress and enjoy the night with your friends. But when you started taking too much, hell could fall down on you! You do stuff that you wouldn’t do otherwise. You would say things that would embarrass you! Worst of all is that people would get irritated, mad or could loose their respect for you! I think that drinking can be good as long as you can handle yourself, you should be a responsible drinker coz you yourself would be accountable for everything you do.. who else naman diba? Anyway, when drinking you should also think about the people who you are with. You don’t wanna do anything that might anger them and also when you get drunk are you sure they’ll take care of you or take you home? The bottom line is that, you should drink more that your capacity, don’t push yourself to the limit. Your not only doing yourself a favor but also the people around you.


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 11:09 PM


~another escapade

Well, me and my friends went to the beach yesterday. It was ok. The beach isn’t what I expected it to be. First, the resort isn’t that nice, since its cheap. Next, I don’t like the shore, its too near narrow. What I mean is I think the shore is about 2-2 ½ meters only in some places. That’s why we have to walk a very long walk just to get to the btter part of the beach. Next, the water isn’t that clean and there are mosses if not seaweeds all over. Lastly, I don’t like the crowd. The place is so packed with different kinds of people. I mean people from different walks of life.

In the end, so what if I don’t like the place, shore, water and people. What’s important is I’m with my friends and we had fun. We haven’t done this in a long while. We roasted ourselves, plunged in the cold water and sang the afternoon away. VIDEOKE! It was fun and I didn’t spend too much I think its less that 300… now that’s a good deal!


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 11:05 PM


~(window) shopping

My family and went to alabang last Friday coz classes are cancelled and its so boring at home. There I was my friends and we hung out together the whole afternoon. Good thing that I saw her coz if not, I’d still be bored with my family…*lol* anyway, we didn’t want to just stay in one place so we ended up window shopping.

We first entered stoked, I like the place I mean the stuff that they sell. Next we went to U then, one by one, we went to all the high end boutiques in corte de los palmas. When we got tired we ended up in starbucks, as usual. We waited for our friends to came and we continued our small trip around the mall.

With all those window shopping me and my friend both ended up having a quite long wish list:

*paco rabanne cologne
*kenneth cole reversible belt
*flip flops: billabong and havaianas
*Springfield stuff
*lacoste shirt: black shirt with a blue collar
*calvin klein wallet ( cheap lang siya)
*and so MUCH MORE!

The afternoon was great, I had fun. Its something new for me, for us. When me and my friends head town, we just stay in starbucks and let time pass us by. I ended up buying a headwear in Springfield… I really like it.


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 11:03 PM
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[Wednesday, February 22, 2006]
~How barkada works

The word barkada says it all, it doesn’t need an explanation. Kabarkadas are the people you know with all of your heart. You know them body, soul and spirit. You’ve been together for the longest of time. They are the people you meet and stay forever.

I met mine when I was in high school and we’ve been together ever since. I can strongly say that I know some of them, inside-out. Sometimes, I even can read their minds and predict their moves. As if we are one. we are very very close. I can say that they made my high school life worth living. We share a lot of things; thoughts, interests, secrets and even problems. I think that’s why they are there. They anchor you when you need someone to be there for you, a back to lean on and a shoulder to cry on. They hold you down when encountering problems and keep you up when in times of fun. But since our barakada is quite huge, not all of us are compatible. What I mean is that, some personalities clash and when they do… BOOM! And there goes kampihan. That’s why in every barkada, there are small groups or alliances formed and there’s the core and the periphery… get me?

Of course as with everyone else, we encounter some problems. but in the end we still manage to laugh everything off. I mean, that’s what friends are for right? *cheeezy* hahaha anyway, you do your best to resolve any problems so it wont get worst. And so you spare the friendship that you’ve been building for the longest of time.

I was talking with a friend this afternoon when he told me stuff he is encountering with his friends right now. Well, ill not tell the whole story anymore. Anyway, the thing is when stories spread, the problem comes in. Also the bigger problem is that when the story is altered. HAAAAYYYY it always happens when stories are passed so it transform into a more colorful story which worsens the problem. Also, the fact that someone believed the story even if he is not sure it is true.

Well, that’s how friendship works, one day you’re fine and the next you’re not. It’s a cycle But as long as you put that extra effort to make everything alright, then there’s no problem and expect that you’ll last a lifetime.


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 12:59 AM
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[Monday, February 20, 2006]
~keeps getting smaller everyday

The vast space of land and water, the place we call earth, keeps getting smaller as you travel every continent, tour every city, experience new stuff and most off all meet different kinds of people. I realized more that your don’t have to go far to make to realize that the world is getting smaller. It comes when you least expect it. And that’s what makes it interesting, exciting and fun.

I went out last Friday for a drink with my friends, the real plan was in Beluga and just the three of us. We ended up in RGM with a lot of people. I can call this the first time I went out with yuppies (young professionals). Although they have a different level of fun and thinking we seem to get along very well. Anyways, we got there around 12:30 and tipsy. Again as any normal gmik, “inom ulit.”

I saw this girl, my friend’s friend, which is very familiar to me. I didn’t know if I met her somewhere or as I’ve said a familiar face…but from where? Anyway, I found out that she is the older sister of my other friend. Then we talked and talked and talked. Then she asked me if where do I live. I told her the place and then with no idea at all she told me “ulul! Are you serious?” to my surprise she had been inside my house two times… for a prayer meeting! The hell! And her boyfriend had been a student of my tito’s girlfriend… that’s it tamad na ko!

The night came to an end. It was a fun night. I met and hung out with new people older than me, which for me is new. And the world again became a little smaller for me and everone else. sometimes i feel that there's a string or something that binds us all and keeps us connected, we just don't know to whom we are connected to right? anyway, somebody told me that everyone is connected to everyone within a small number of degrees, i think if not four, five. oi just don't know. anyway, i hope to meet more poeple and learn new stuff, its one of the reasons that make life interesting and worth living .


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 12:19 AM
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[Thursday, February 16, 2006]
~the ride

my day was completed by you
everything you are, are so true
minutes are felt like a second
i wish the trip never came to an end

your voice sounds like an angel
who just saved my day from hell
your smile shone brightly in the dark
where in my heart it left a mark

how i wish i could extend the ride
in where you are right by my side
if only my heart could be listened to
the only thing its shouting is you


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 11:12 PM
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[Wednesday, February 15, 2006]

~what the F*ck?

If you have read my previous post you might recall the thing about this perv girl, which is a stalker of someone I know. Then, towards the end of this afternoon, I had my class in where we are classmates. After, my group had a practice for our presentation on Friday. Then, she began asking me if I know this guy. I said yes, we had common friends and stuff. Then, she asked me if I know the thing about the video. in which I said yes. Then she kept on asking a lot of stuff. Luckily I wasn’t able to tell crucial stuff. The thing is, she asked me if I could stand as a witness on her case… of course I said “NO!” what the hell is she thinking! All I said was… NO, I’M SORRY BUT CAN’T AND I WON’T. is she even serious? The thing that she wants to come out from my mouth is that the guy did the spreading of the video. which, as I know, he didn’t… benga! J she’s also making paawa, “ako yung biktima, hindi ka ba naaawa?”… as if I’d believe that!

She told me that she’ll keep on bugging me everyday until I agree with her, about me testifying, which I won’t. aaaarggghhh! Nakakairita! She followed me from our class room to agno even to south gate, which is far from her place. PUÑETA! Anyway, I talked to my dad which is a lawyer. He told me that if she kept on insisting me, I could file a case against her… grave coercion. he also told me that I shouldn’t do anything to offend or scare her so she can’t counter sue me. Good thing I’m from a family of lawyers. J haha,

Well, again… that’s the lowest of the low someone could do. Imagine passing nude videos of your self and not expecting it to spread. Hello? Newsflash! I think she’s got issues! The fuck lang talaga!



Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 9:41 PM
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[Tuesday, February 14, 2006]
~three times in a row

Today is the time of the year where every one has the right to be happy. Everyone should love and also be loved. When I arrived in school, I felt the gentle breeze filled with love touching every bit of me. Streets and school hallways are flooded with all kinds of flowers and of course ladies embracing them. I saw couples happily walking around with arms and hands bound together.

The day started well, actually it was just like any other day. The quick changing of weather, yosi in agno, laughing out with friends, tambay… its an ordinary day. But towards the end of it, the feeling just suddenly kicked in. I’m lonely.

Yes… its been too long that I’m still me, myself and i. I never seem to be good or lucky in this area. Since way back, I never had a someone that I can call my own. Its been like this ever since. Girls don’t even bother. Not only that, I was also busted three times by three different girls.

the first one haven’t hurt me that much, actually, I haven’t thought about it till now. She was a girl from my third year class. We were seatmates and I really really liked her. She is this petite girl that’s super cute and super funny. We always had a good laugh togther. She was the nicest girl in our class. But the thing is everyone used to think that she was just a kid. But I saw beyond that. I was wrong. I got busted.

The second time was when I hit fourth year. This girl is from my barkada. She is the one that I really liked or love if you call it. I never saw that my feelings for her will turn out that way. I guess it started when we went out. Then BOOM. I felt fireworks inside. I got really close to her. We text a lot and talk a lot in school. I thought that she was the one. The first in my life. That was the time that I’m really happy. I write poems about her and I also dream about her. And then when I went out drinking with my friends, I finally told her everything. I told her what I really feel. I told her I love her. But sadly I didn’t work out. The so called “ilang” came. I thought that that was the end. The end of it all. But with the help of time, everything went ok. She was still running around my mind. She still had my heart. Them prom came. We danced but… the big but! i didn’t know what to say. I was so embarrassed of that incident. I want to tell her everything. I wanna tell her that I still do really love her. Instead, we ended up talking about the god damned chandelier! Do you get me? How pathetic could that get! aaarrrggghhh then until I found out that my friend was going out for her… there’s only one thing that I could do that time… F-O-L-D! what else could I do. But gladly they didn’t end up together. Then, here comes the gradball. We were in the same table. I never really thought of asking her to dance.after everything, I thought that things should be left the way they are. But her friend kept insisting me to ask her to dance. We were all on the same table and she keeps on telling me “sige na, yayayin mo na.” after several minutes, it was her who’s making parinig “complete na sana gabi ko, kaya nga lang may kulang” I knew that it was me she was talking about. She’s waiting for me to ask her. I guess for old time’s sake. Then… I gathered my guts to ask her. When we were dancing, we talked about what happened between us. And we ended up the conversation and the dance by saying “yung nangyari dati, kalimutan na lang natin.” Now, she’s in the states. Tha thing I can’t forget is that, the nights before she left, she called me and said goodbye. I really REALLY miss her.

The third one was in college. We became close coz of a common friend. I also really liked her. Nothing much happened between us. We had same friends and same tambayans. I dunno, that time I really felt that I’ve fallen for her. I dunno what happened but somehow we lost communication. We barely talk and see each other. Then I forgot my feelings for her. Summer came. La salle people went to bora and luckily I saw her there. We had a great night, which was her last there since she’s going back home in the morning. We were up till 7-8 in the morning and I even brought her to her place. I really cherished that moment. During that time it never entered my mind that that was the last! A new term came, I learned that she was seeing another guy. And it broke not just my heart but me. After a while, I didn’t care about anything, I knew that we never had the chance, I never had the chance to be with her. I told her that I like her. I thought it was nice that it came from me instead of any one else. But again, I made another mistake. I wish I didn’t tell her.

i liked and had a crush on other girls before, during and after i got busted but i seem to have no courage in asking them out or whatever... And that’s my fucking love life, I don’t know any other who has the same. I tell myself, maybe she’s not for me or its not yet my time. Sometimes i think about things wrong with me… “hindi naman ako pangit” but why do I feel like one. Sometimes insecurities are starting to sink in. sink deep within, deep inside who I am, destroying me. Not only that I’m insecure about the way I look, am also about me, not being tall, not being so rich, about me not having a car that I can call my own and many other things which are too many to mention.

Now people see me as the confident and strong type. They find my personality funny and witty, outgoing, strong, worry free and happy. But deep beneath that facade is an insecure person… me.

is it wrong if let the time pass by and think that it will come? or i'll be left behind... alone. where is she.i'm so willing to find out who she is. who ever you are, i'll find you and love you. and until that time... i dunno.


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 7:51 PM
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[Sunday, February 12, 2006]

~videoke time

Last night we went out to celebrate one of our friend’s birthday. Anyway she made painom in BF. At first when me and my friend arrived, although there are many people in the place my friends who are already there were kinda dry. and as the alcohol flows, so as the fun… and in no time we were laughing to our hearts content. After a while, we went down to sing sing and again sing!

Yes! Its videoke time! I love videoke, it keeps the mood up. Its keeps parties and inumans alive and fun. But there’s a problem that I always come across before singing… choosing a song! Although you know a lot of songs, you always forget what you want and what’s nice to sing when it’s your turn. So you end up asking others who also can’t decide, so from now on whenever I come across a song that I want I’ll list them down so that I’ll always be ready when its VIDEOKE TIME! :)

Have you ever noticed the fondness of Filipinos in singing? People sing all their hearts out. its not a contest of having a good voice, but of having a loud one and I mean a very loud one. As I always say… BANAT! Sing every song on the list, sing til your heart’s desire and a 100 will surely be flashed on the screen.



Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 9:49 PM
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[Saturday, February 11, 2006]
~another boring saturday afternoon

well, i'm in school now, but to tell you honsetly... i don't even have a single class. haha you're asking why i'm here, well its simple... allowance. my mom gives me a weekly allowance or sweldo (as i call it). and since its a saturday... sadly i don't have one today. good thing that there's this shity philosophy talk in school and i was able to ask for my allowance. harhar. anyway, reagrding this talk, i just went there with my friends just to sign-up for attendace coz its needed to have an extra grade. "anything for extra grade" anyway, that's it, i'm just hangin out in my friend's condo... killing time. we're just waiting for another friend to pick us later this evening the... GIMIK!!!

well, why do kids today tell their parents they have class even if they don't just to have extra cash... OBVIOUS BA? we need it. i think that this scheme will only stop if our allowance are increased or even doubled! so if you want us to stop then... INCREASE!!!

what a stupid but real realization... am i right or am i right?


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 4:57 PM
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[Friday, February 10, 2006]

~Procrastination

An uncommon word but an act commonly done. Yes my friends, we never learn! Just this afternoon I had an exam in one of my subjects. I’m proud of this subject, anyways, it’s RELSFOR. You’re asking why? Coz in this class I was able to practice and master my artistic skills, I “artistically” sketched and etched on my notebook til my heart desires. Also, I “artistically” answered essay exercises using the art of rhetoric. To make things short, yes, the class is one of the boring and no-brainer ones that I have! Anyway, going back to my story, earlier this afternoon, before the exam, I was chatting with a friend and to my surprise I saw something in her heart that made me smile. It’s a reviewer for my exam. Oh god! We have the same professor and the same exam. I suddenly went ecstatic. I really wasn’t able to study for this stupid exam, coz as I was saying awhile ago, it’s a no-brainer class. Then after a moment persuading her to text me the questions after taking the test, she agreed. And so I was saved! Or I thought I was…

Then after a long while, she sent me the message containing the test. I read it then continued what I was doing, which now I forgot what it was. Anyway, I flipped my notes and, yes, I did study but only a few minutes before the main event. Although I did it was just for a short while and only for one part. When I took the exam, BOOOOM! What the hell I was thinking not studying! It was a freaking hard test. Although its an essay one, it’s an objective essay, which, for your information, is a lot harder than an objective or an essay. It’s a combined one! My brain shut down… and now, there’s only one thing that I wanna say to myself… GOODLUCK !!!

I’ve been in this situation too many times and the result… I still haven’t learned! How come people say, “mamaya na” , “bukas na lang” and “mahaba pa naman ang oras” until the time or deadline comes and BOOM their dead! Haaaaayyy! I think life’s really like this or I wish its just a stage that everyone passes through! But I guess not!

The “bahala na syndrome” has been infesting Filipinos for the longest of time! Look at 7s now! Nothing has changed we are still left behind great big countries. We just sit our lazy asses while bumming around. I think that we are afraid of responsibilities especially the ones we think we can’t handle. But how would we know if we don’t even try, how would we know if we just say “next time na lang.” if we want progress we must take a step forward and not a step backward. And as the saying goes…

bakit kailangan ipagpabukas pa ang bagay pwede naman gawin ngayon?



Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 8:16 PM
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[Thursday, February 09, 2006]
~Straight off the runway

have you seen the tyra banks show? at first i thought it was crap! a huge flopping crap! how can a model host a talkshow, even thoug she has the "next top amercian model", still! coz, there's this connotaion about models that, yeah we all know they're blessed goddesses sent to us by the heavens. but cursed with a hollow head! that's the streotype about them.

but i guess i was wrong! yeah i admit it! yesterday, while i was surfing the tv, i came across her show. it wasn't a no-brainer type, actually its kinda deep. i would like to commend tyra's sincerity to her guests, you can see it in her eyes that she really has sympathy for the person.

compared to oprah, yeah oprah has been there for the longest time and let's admit it that oprah is great, but tyra is a breath of fresh air! she is hip and funky and INTERESTING!

well we can't erase that stereotype, but let's not close our minds on changes that might break the norms that we are used to. who know, you might change...


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 11:30 PM
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[Tuesday, February 07, 2006]
~Scandalous

few weeks ago, my friend was bombarded by sex text messages from his stalker. not only that, those messages come with a video. in the video, she caresses her nude boobies and the look on her face seems like she's enjoying it. to her shock the expected happen. now almost everyone in agno has the copy of it.

are you interested in knowing who she is? ok! :D she is non other than __________! for people who don't know her... don't worry, others found out she existed just after the video! :) anyways, she is this somehow short girl with a not so big frame, long hair with red color on some of it and gigantic boobies! haha the hell, she could even pass for a mom! anyway, she is this pervert, let me repeat, PERVERT girl that couldn't stop making hirit about sex and prostitutes!

how did i know who she is? she's from school. a very weird girl. a found out about her being such a perv during our DO visit. she keeps asking about porno stuff. and when we have group discussions, she keeps on insisting about... i don't know how to put it into words... basta tiende na! of course, i got to see the video before i saw or even noticed her in class that’s why I’m somehow biased!

just last week i found out that she sued or reported my friend to the DO. what the fuckin hell is she thinking! is she out of her mind? did the thought of her starting everything even entered her mind? i strongly believe that this case would be dismissed! why? read this entry again from the top! :)

HAAYY! i think that's the lowest thing a girl can do! That is why the stereotype of a guy being THE perv should be abolished, its not only us who can do such things! for the ladies, have respect for yourselves! if you don't want your nude bodies streaming in everyone's phones then don't even think of doing such. on the other hand... who doesn't want to see this intriguing stuff, something to talk about or even laugh about, especially if the one on the video is... YUCK!

P.S.
for those who want to see this latest version of the
DLSU scandal, keep visiting,
who knows? i might upload it here! :)


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 9:28 PM
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[Saturday, February 04, 2006]
~Battered

Last night my friend confided to me and our other friends a secret she has been keeping for a long time. She started with a smile. Then the story goes. She told us that the bruises she had before were not from where we thought she got them. All along we thought that it was her clumsiness, so she says, but it was really her gigantic boyfriend. She did not tell us what really was happening since she doesn’t want to ruin the friendship between her boyfriend and her friends. I won’t tell the details anymore since it’s really private. Again, she ended the story with a smile and said “buti na lang wala na kami.” Then it hit us. What a jackass shit that guy is! The hitting started last year and she was able to take that kind of pain for months. GOD!

It’s just so weird how people accept and accept all these things. LOVE perhaps? I think not! Actually it really depends on the person.

For some people, I guess love can be the reason but not love alone, they are dependent on they partner that they don’t care what their partners do to them as long as they’re together! Actually there’s one word that can describe those kinds of people! “TANGA.”
For some, they do it for money. Yes MONEY! They can take kind of beating for a price. As long as they are given comfortable lives, nice house, shopping money etc., by the one beating them. I think they somehow accept this since life today is hard. Today, earning money will tire and exhaust you down. And what do you get for a long days work? A little more or less than 300 pesos.
Last reason I can think of is the most pathetic. Some people accept this beating as long as they have a boyfriend. she won’t care even if her body’s hurting the whole day or her nose bleeding or whatever as long as she has a boyfriend

I know that there a more reasons other than these. I think that women should respect themselves. They should think not for the sake of anyone else but of their own.


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 2:48 PM


~Horroree in Wowowee

Early this morning I was shocked of the incident regarding the stampede in Ultra. The show Wowowee is celebrating its first anniversary and a lot of people went there just to be able to enter the area and have a chance to win cash. Now, they really don’t have a clue how the stampede started but it killed a lot of people. Now the news says that 79 people have already died and more than 200 people are injured. Due to the incident the show for today is canceled. A joyful game show turned into a horror incident. I really am sorry for the families that were affected by this incident.

So what should be done? I don’t think that the people can blame the show for this occurrence. First of all, it was out of their hands and their not the one who even started the incident. I really believe that the City of Pasig should take blame for everything. They did not deploy enough forces or whatever in the place where the event is going to happened. They should be able to anticipate the volume of people that will be attending the show. The affected families must be provided hospital aids, for the ones injured, and funerary help, for the ones who lost their love ones.


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 2:46 PM


~fucked up check-up

It all started last week, I had a piercing feeling in my left chest. I strongly believe that it was just heartburn. The thing is, I keep feeling it the whole day til the weekend. I had a check up last Tuesday in where they got a large amount of blood from my arm for tests. Not only that, they attached some apparatuses on my chest, arms and legs. When the doctor took it of, I thought I saw bruises on my chest or something but I guess it was nothing coz it doesn’t have anything now. Anyway, days before that check-up I was relieved from the pain that I was feeling. So I thought that it was really nothing. This morning I went to they doctor to get my results. For some parts I was glad to see my blood sugar and cholesterol levels are low since I love sweets and fatty foods *haha* I thought I was ok until I saw the ECG. Sinus Arrhythmia was found. What the hell is that? All in know is sinus is the nose or somewhere near it and arrhythmia is the irregularity of my heartbeat. It doesn’t make sense. Now my dad told me that I’m not allowed to go to the gym anymore until I’ve seen a cardiologist to find out what it really is! DAMN! It really sucks especially now that many people have told me that I’ve gained some fucking weight! AAAARGGGHH!


Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 2:07 PM
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[Thursday, February 02, 2006]

~first impressions last

AAAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHH!

well, i guess totoo ung quote na to. i had my spanish class kanina *HOLA*, and the application of the quote took place. i'm known as "one of the", let me repeat, "one of the people" that’s loud in class. kainis lang na ako ung napagtripan kahit lahat ay maingay. this is a very, verY, veRY, vERY, VERY boring day!

i hate tuesdays and thursdays,
i hate spanish, i hate Lola!



Mr. Brightside posted its thoughts at 9:35 PM
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